the saddest Story upon Syawal....;(

Salam.....now..its already near to Syawal...but...i think i dont hv any feeling to celebrate the Syawal day....erm....firstly this is the first time we celebrate  as a 'Perantau'...xtahu mcmane nk celebrate kt cn..+ InsyaAllah...1st day raya jatuh pd hari Jumaat...n totally my hubby hv to go to lab no holiday...but he will try to slow talk with his sensei to take a leave for raya...tp according to him...sensei is very srict...lg2 kalo nk cuti..except u hv any output there..brla die bg cuti...aduh!!!!silap2 kami raya berdua je la kan altaf ye...;(
Lg2..ngan kami beraya bertiga...bj raya pun xde...biskut raya je la ade...tue je la menjadi penyedap hati...huhuhu...tp tue pun dh tggl saki baki je..coz..asl lps tarawih je..en hubby mesti ngap smbl tgk tv3...tnpa sedar....bile dh kene sound ckit...dia ambil biskut lain pulak utk dingap....huhuhu...
Since dh duk kat cn...disebabkan sume kene buat sendiri..so...i hv a menu for the 1st day raya...n i already made 4 type of biscuit..n of course...skang ni asyik keje masak je...a lot of food already did..n Alhamdulillah...nsb baik abis dgn jayanya..wpun kami hy 3 org je kt umah ni...huhuhu...ni sbnrnye..kes2 mengidam ye...byk juga makanan yg smpt di snap before the ngap oleh en hubby n altaf..tp blum ade kesempatan lg utk mengupload picnye...nnt ye...huhuhu....

erm..the most sad story yg menyebabkan sy begitu 'down' skang ni...bile i got a news from my family that my mom n my lil brother got an accident yesterday....erm..sgt2 sedih...smpi xterkata...itu pun sy tahu dgn x sengaja...org kat kg xbgtahu pun...sy hy dpt tahu bile buke FB kak n ade kwn dia wish takziah for her about my mom.....that's i'm very inquiry here!!!!so..i call home..no body took the phone..fon hp ayah,my lil bro n along.....pun same...thats no respone from them.....lg menyedihkan hati...telefon sume xberangkat...sgt menyakitkan hati...hati dh terty2 kenapa....last2..i try again..to call my along....Alhamdulillah..after waiting for 3min....she took up the phone.... i told..n ask2 beberapa kali... 1ly,she lying me that she was a her home n br blk sek..she worked at kl..sbuk ckit..but after beberapa kali br she told me hope i can patient...n calm down..tenang..n dgr ape yg dia nk kate...when she told me that my mom n my lil bro got an accident...i'm realy down..n crying2...i dont kow....i think i want to go back to my hometown..right now!!!!i want to be there with them....but how?i cant......n she told me...that hv a person crashed my mom car....(where..nk potong lori tp tak perasan keta my mom yg berada di arah bertentangan)...they all on da way going back from their school...Alhamdulillah...my lil bro its ok...he just had a small injured n adelah kene jahit ckit n rahang lari ckit...due to the berapa laju kete tue hentam kete my mom....n now...dia di jaga oleh my along...along take a mc from her worked for a 2days...n unfortunately..my mom..was very2 serius injured....both of her leg was broken plus with her nose..n her face...i cant imagine that...i want to talk with her..but my along said she cant talk right now......i know..my mom is not feeling well before this...but when its happen...its will become worse...Alhamdulillah during that accident my lil bro..sedar lagi n phone my father...nsb baik my father xkeje at that time..n sdg tggu my mom blk keje kt rumah..so..my father urus segalanya...smbl dibantu oleh pak cik yg ada ms di tmpt kejadian..my along on da way back from kl..n my bro..still at his work...my trully down this time... i want to go back home!!!!kalo duk dkt dh lama dh smpi kt umah...

sy nk tgk ibu sy mcmane skang...;(n now..my mom still at the hospital...n Alhamdulillah sudah di transfer ke wad...n waiting for the operation...cume my mom..still lemah lg..n xboleh ckp lg...n my ayah...take of my mom bergilir2 dgn my adik laki...my adik laki MC...actually..dia mmg susah nk mnta MC..lg2 dia ni keje private company...cian dia..n my along skang take care of my lil bro....n my lil sister br tahu smlm coz ayah xbg bgtau sbb dia ade exam..n now on da way back...erm..sy kesian ayah sy..ke hulu ke hilir...smpi dia xbuke pun smlm..just buke air suam je...its same goes to my bro.....sedihnye....n my aunt(who is the specialist)try to push up my mom to get an operation as soon as possible...so that...my mom boleh blk umah cepat...erm.sedih...sbb..skang mesti sume my family berulang alik dr hosp ke rumah...hari2...n sy sgt kesian ngan ayah sy..sbb dia dh tua...n ada drh tinggi....n bile dpt ckp ngan dia smlm..rs dia tgh sgt sedih...n sdg tabah hadapi semuanya....

Erm..mcmane ye raya family kt kg..dis year.....sy xboleh bygkan....Apa yg sy boleh lakukan hy..doa n solat hajat utk my mom....agar my mom cepat sembuh......I luv U IBU.....Ibu,tabah n kuat hati ye...hadapi semua ni...ini Ujian Allah utk kite...moga kita sekeluarga akan tabah hadapinya...

my 'ayah' n 'ibu' with my lil sis altaf..

pic taken when send hani for foundation medic

my beloved 'ayah'-miss him...

a sweet n romantic couple ever....;)

along family- thank u along for taking care of family

my bro-hilmi -yg byk tolong spnjg ketiadaan kami di rumah

my lil bro-adam..hope u feling well...

p/s:all pic taken from my lil sis blog.