Sambutan Aidiladha...;)

Ohayo gonzaimas.....minna genki?hehehe...saje nk nk ckp jepun ckit...konon2 nk polish ckit bhs ni..yg dh berkarat dh ni...hehehe...Balik dr kelas, en hubby fon byk2 kali(maklumlah umi dia ni sentiasa xbw fon gi kelas)..ingat kenape...rupenye..nk bgtau dia akan bertolak ke fukuyama mlm ni juga...emm..cian juga pd en hubby..br blk dh kene gi blk dh...sabar je lah......kino kara kin youbi made(dr smlm smpi hari jumaat ni)...en hubby was not arround...due to his phd....off to Fukuyama..where is so far from our house...hope he have a safe journey...Due to...kiteorg ni msh lg xbrp nk fasih bc mknan yg boleh mkn or tak...jdnye...sy pun buatlah bento utk en hubby sblm dia pergi...emm...fikir punye fikir..apekah makanan yg boleh thn selama 3 hari...last2nya..bawalah seruding ayam n sambal ikan bilis beserta nasi n roti..dan last minutenye terasa yg kek pun boleh thn...jd ptg sblm en hubby balik..kemaskan brg2 dia nk gi sana..sy pun mengodek kek bersama si kecil WAQ..yg sentiasa nk tlg umi dia nk buat kek juga....hehehe..tue je lah..yg mampu sy sediakan dgn keadaan yg sarat skang ni..hehehe....

em...Salam Aidiladha.......ade lg ke?rasanya..dh xde dh kot...mggu lps..dh abis...ni..saje je..for n3 yg tertunggak...byk sgt2 yg tertunggaknya..smpi xsmpt nk update je..baby WAQ mesti bgn..tue yg xjd tue...kalo baby WAQ dh bgn...pastinya..laptopni dia lah yg punya...hehehe..
Sambutan Aidiladha kali ni...amat sepi untuk kami...kali kedua sambut di perantauan selepas aidilfitri..dan kali ni lagi sgt sepinya..apabila..Aidiladha ni jatuh pada hari rabu dan of course...tiada cuti yg diberikan melainkan kite minta...itu pun ikut nsb lah..kalo dpt..dptlah...kalo xdpt..alamaknya..gi lah sek.mcm biasa...Em..en hubby kate dia xnk minta cuti..sbb buat ms skang dia rs dh byk cuti dia minta kt sensei...n he want to stand by for our second baby...yelah..rs dh nk dkt dh delivernye..emm..maklumlah..sensei dia ni sgt mementingkan kehadiran....

This raya is a first raya for my famil kat kg raya tanpa Ibu kami tercinta....Thanks to along kerana make a raya as my mom do it before..When I phoned them..she already cooked ns beriani resepi my mom n mee sup...n ptgnya..ada di buat korban di rumah mak cik...so..Its make their raya more meaningful....Hopefully my siblings will be more cheer n happy on dat day....

So...as usual...early in the morning we just bertakbir bersama2 dgn baby WAQ...lakukan pkr2 sunut yg biasa dilakukan di awal pg raya....kami tidak melakukan pkr sunat yg satu ni...iaitu memakai pakaian yg baru or cntk  as muslim Baju Kurung n Baju Melayu  n bersolat hari raya..just dgr solat dr radio malaysia saje..emm..after all dis..I  prepared for our breakfast..which I just cooked Nasi Beriani...for enjoy our Hari Raya...Arround 9 o'clock prepared bento for en hubby...n en hubby requested to eat Nasi Beriani je..so..senanglah keje..I just bento it...n after en hubby pergi sek..I pun bersiap2 utk ke kelas mcm biasa...so..we just wear t-shirt n pants to go to school...hehehe...emm..mood raya yg sgt kurang best!!!
Em..on saturday..as promised..we Msian hv a gathering..where we celebrate Hari Raya Aidiladha together on that day...emm..mmg best sgt2!!!time ni la..ms boleh jumpe kwn2 kite seMsia..yg dh lame xjumpe...n this time is a time to eat n eat what u want!!!!untill all the food is finished...hehehe...I just cooked nasi impit n kuah kacang n also...agar2 laici..hehehe
As I told before...a lot of food..there..rs xyah mkn 3hari dh lepas tue.....dr ns beriani, nasi lemak,nasi kerabu, laksa, pelbagai jenis rendang,ns impit, kuah kacang, soto,mihun n mee goreng n byk lagi lah...tue br makanan berat blum msklagi dessert nye...bab2 dessert...budak2 lah yg plg suke sekali...tuelah yg dia org duk kejar kalo org bg mkn...ade pelbagai dessert dr kek sehinggalah ke kuih n buah-buahan...pokoknya..memang kenyang lah hari tue...smpi rs letih lah pulak....bkn letih ape pun...letih mkn..hehehe...
Em..on that celebration...I dpt lah berkenalan dgn 3 family yg br smpi sepanjang I balik Msia...1 of them tue rupenya suami dia satu U ngan en hubby...hehehe..;)




pic ehsan dr Abg Azli & Kak Ida
(org lain pakai bj kurung...umi pakai seluar..sbb bj sume dh x muat...hehehe)


So...how ur celebration on Aidiladha?mesti lg bestkan...terutama yg duk Msia.....

p/s:pic xdpt di snapkan due to my WAQ dh jdkan camera mcm dia nye sorg...so..kene tggu en hubby baik hati membeli camera br utk umi dia..hehehehe

Autumn in My Heart...

This n3 is not about drama Autumn in My heart ye...hehehehe...
About mostly 1 month...dh setelah kembali ke Fukuoka ni.... dr sebelum balik yang panas mcm tak 'hingat' skang dh semakin sejuk smpi menusuk ke tulang....now its a autumn season...mid of autumn kot.sbb nmpk sebahagian pokok dh tggl ranting je....tp ade lah yg masih br nk menginjak ke warna merah...n ade yang masih warna kuning...

Emm..cuaca hari ni sgt suram n mendung berpanjangan...ditambah...buat pertama kalinya kami ditinggalkan oleh en hubby selama 2 hari...hehehe...semoga en hubby selamat pergi n selamat kembali...Bangun seawal pagi...di waktu sejuk-sejuk ice ni dgn hujan renyai2....menyiapkan bento en hubby selama 2 hari n breakfast kami bertiga...and baby WAQ pulak bangun awal juga bersama kami..(seolah2 mcm tahu je abi dia nk bertolak pagi2 lagi.)..

Sepanjang di autumn season ni...org kata kalo x buat cover Album Autumn In My Heart...xsah...tp kami belum berkesempatan utk membuat 'cover album Autumn In My Heart'..asyik xsempat je...sbb kami hy ade hjg mggu...tapi tiap2 hjg mggu pasti ade agenda lain yg menyebabkan "pembikinan Album' tergendala buat sementara...emm..tak tahu lagi masih ade ke peluang nk buat pembikinan album...asyik sibuk bende lain je..

1st Week: sibuk beli brg2 dapur yg dh kehabisan..maklumlah...sblm ni en hubby je duk kat umah...-mission Failed!!!
2nd Week: misi mencari baju2 sejuk utk baby WAQ and permainan dia...for her cognitive n brain development..-mission failed too!!!
3rd Week: Sambutan hari raya haji bg warga Malaysia di Fukukoka(Sabtu) and ahad misi  berehat saja di rumah..kerana sudah keletihan...- mission posponed!!!
4th Week:...InsyaAllah!!!MISSION 'Pembikinan Album must be complete!!!!hehehe....(hopefully)

Specialnya dlm Autumn ini...kite boleh tgk daun gugur  exspecially daun maple n daun ginko biloba..emm..sblm ni mmg xpernah pun amik tahu psl daun...cume ms stduy dulu2 je la amik tahu...xpsl2 kat cn..terlalu interest pulak mengenai daun...hehehe..Keinginan utk sama2 utk menikmati daun2 maple n ginko ini...amat teruja..lagi2..bile kawan2 semsia..yg duk kat cn..dh completekan mission dieorg...hehehe..kalo boleh mmg nak ikut kwn2 semsia kat cn pergi buat mission dieorg...tp bile en hubby tgk keadaan diri + dgn baby WAQ..mmg rs xdaya kalo nk duk lama2 kat dlm keta..hehehe..

Em..dalam kami belum diberi kesempatan...ade lah juga kami singgah ke tempat2 yg sekitar rumah ni..utk mendapat 'feel' autumn tue..hehehe..bak kate en hubby...ni br permulaan...ye ke tak..xtahulah..sbb tgk en hubby tue dh senyap dh xckp pun psl ni...hehehe..emm..ni jelah pic2 yg sempat diambil sewaktu pergi ke Fukuoka City Public Library...



@ Fukuoka City Public Library





Arround Fukuoka City Public Library..sori..pic kecil n blur..br bljr gune software br...hehehe

 


altaf @ autumn season...

EM...actually...xplan pun nk gi cn...cume pg tue...en hubby kate nk bw gi library...sbb umi dia asyik ckp..nk pinjam buku english n nihongo la...mcm2 la..so..en hubby pun bw...em...plg xsangka...ingatkan...hy bukunippon je yg ade kat cn...rupe2 nye..sume bahasa ade..ckp jela..kite dr negara mn...nnt dia bg region mn kite patut pergi...bagus service kat cn..boleh dtg lg...bahasa pun...sume bahasa ade...dr india...smpilah ke dutch n francis pun ade juga...bgs btl2..br lah internationalkan...hehehhe....

Okay...to be continued...altaf dh nk tido dh.....Wslm...

Good Luck to all my students

This n3 dedicated to my beloved students who will be sitting quit a big exam jugak lah..hehehe....big ke?ye kot.....hehehe..on this 23rd Nov 2010...ni....Em..my last words to them...

• GOOD  LUCK FOR YOUR SPM'10
• PLEASE REMEMBER WHAT I ALREADY TAUGHT YOU..even I cant with u for the whole year..
• HOPE YOU WILL DO THE BEST FOR YOUR FUTURE..
• PLEASE FOCUS ON THE DIRECT QUESTION EXSPECIALLY QUESTION FROM PAPER 1...
• BERJUANGLAH SEHINGGA KE HARI YANG TERAKHIR EXAM
• I WILL ALWAYS PRAY FOR YOUR SUCCESS!!!!!
• HOPE YOU WILL GET A FLYING COLOURS RESULT....


Semoga..my students will do the BEST for the ADD MATH paper...BEST OF LUCK!!!and TAKE CARE!!!!

HOPE TO SEE YOU SOON....with your own future....;)

More than 2 month...

Salam...its about more than 2 month..i cant hv enough n suitable time to update my blog...quite a long time...emmm..last month I going back to Msia...just for the emergency n not planned...the ticket for the emergency flight is quite expensive..bought 1day before I'm going back..Since, in Malaysia I had a lot thing to do + the internet at my hometown was not as fast as here..so..i'm became quite lazy to update my blog..even everyday i online to spoke with my hubby early in the morning..

emm..back to the topic...its about more than 2 month..my mom..already leave me n my family...Allah love her very much...(refer to the saddest story upon Syawal ). She leave me on 12 September 2010 which is 3rd Syawal..the time she passed away at 3.05pm...and for the time being.i'm still in my way to going back...where on that time I with my daughter were boarding to the Kuala Lumpur from the Incheon Airport...emm..I cant expressed that time...I really upset on that..my hope for the coming back is to see her n help her to recovered from her injured...but...All have been disuratkan olehNYA..I cant help her for the last time...mungkin inilah suratan nya..which is very tough for me..for all my life...even now..i still feel regret on this... And  this is the most important reason...why I dont have any strength to update my blog or to do others things...because I'm really2 do know what to do..n i need some times to recovered from this situation...but its so hard..

WAQ with her bag..prepared for check in..@Fukuoka Airport



Altaf cant controlled...@ Incheon Airport

Em..I hope it will not be happen again...but truly speaking...sblm my mon meninggal..i always dream her..almost every night...n the last 3 days before she passed away...i had a dream where she passed away before sempat saya jumpa n ckp dgn dia....n the dreamt almost the same for the 3 days before..lastly..mmg benar..itulah takdirnya...mmg sy xsmpt jumpe n ckp dgn ibu sblm dia pergi...When I reached airport..my aunt n uncle fetch me...but when I ask about my mom...she didnt told anything...but she said..

"mcm tue la"...they fetch me n terus driving to Melaka..in the car..they all never said anything when i ask about the condition now..they just..said..still the same...When I reached at my home gate...I saw ramai sgt2 org pki bj melayu n bersongkok..kat luar rumah..n rumah terang benderang...padahal on that time dh kul 12tgh mlm...n I asked again..then..I asked about my mom to my aunt..but she only said "sabar ye, angah"..i cant control my emotion on this situation...i dont have any strength at that time..n feel all my life become down..i'm lying on that car..n my daughter at that time...crying n crying...I just praise to Allah for the strength and wake up to see jenazah my mom yg telah selamat dimandi n disolatkan hanya tunggu saya blk je....Alhamdulillah..Allah give me that strength..n for the whole night before tggu esok utk dikebumikan..I with my sister n brother recite the Al-Quran..nAlhamdulillah..I have khatam the Al-Quran for my mom...At that time...my daughter was with my cousin n sister..saya xfikir pun ttg anak n ape2 yg lain..the important is what can I do for my mom..for the last time...my think is my mom...mmg xsmpt nk fikir sape2 pun even to tell my hubby yg kami dh slmt smpi pun xsmpt juga...all in uncontrolled.....i think if u r in my situation u re also do the same,right?which is i'm so surprised..n regret.. Early in the morning...a lot of my mom n father frens yg duk jauh nun kat utara n mahupun di pantai timur...dtg melawat kami..n a lot of people recite the Al-Quran for my mom..around 9am,my mom disembahyangkan sekali lagi sebelum dikebumikan..utk kali terakhir..I with my youngest sister solat jenazah utk my mom..n my praise she will be calm there..





Actually, i'm so tired on that day...after booked a ticket for going home till 3.00am...n kemas sume brg2 yg nk bw blk..n my flight was at 10.30am...but i must be at the Fukuoka Airport at 8.30am due to I hv to do a re-entry permit..n my WAQ..buat perangai dia on that day...sbb kene kejutkan awl utk mandi n siap2...n kurang tido...till after my mom dikebumikan brla rasa sgt2 penat..dan sgt2 lapar sbb xmkn hmpr satu hari...+ br terfikir yg sy ada baby yg kat dlm perut yg msh lapar..Alhamdulillah,Allah telah beri sepenuh kekuatan utk lakukan semua ini...Thank you Allah...

And for the whole 1 n half month..stayed in Malaysia..A lot things to do..I need to recover my father which is so sad, my youngest brother who along with my mom during the accident n also myself...I also have to help my father to settle all my mom work "as she as a teacher"..n also about the car, insurance,wasiat,bank n etc...that's all need a lot of document...I also try to do the best..which try to be like my mom do..as she at home...just like..tlg buat segala keje2 rumah..n try to teach my youngest brother to do keje2 rumah yg biasa...mcm msk nasi,kemas umah,sapu rumah, bsh bj..n etc...Alhamdulillah..since I'm going back to japan..he can manage to do that things...n kdg2 I have to remember his..to keep it continuously...

Altaf with her bassinet.

Eeemm...I hope I can recover all  my emotion n feeling very soon..n my promise to my  late mom...I will be a good daughter n sister, and excellent wife n mother...InsyaAllah...I will bring all ur taught for the whole my life..Luv u mom forever n ever...;)

I miss her very much....

p/s: thanks a lot to my hubby...fahami situasi ini.